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Summer. [25 Jun 2007|10:11pm]
[ mood | Jubilant. ]
[ music | "Pictures Of Success" --Rilo Kiley ]

Oh, thank the lord for summer. Rest and relaxation are beautiful things. The freedom of summer days is one of the best gifts that could ever be received. Nothing compares to sunburns and juice while reading in the yard. What else can I possibly say? This is the best time of the year, and that's all there is to it.

This summer might even surpass the greatness of last summer. And that's a lot.

"These are times that can't be weathered and we have never been back there since then."

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Beautiful days... [30 May 2007|04:33pm]
[ mood | Happy and content. ]
[ music | It's too peaceful for music! ]

Man, people really need to learn how to forgive and forget. Not hold grudges. Be happy with what they have. Life is too short to dwell on those things. They can't be changed. Why not look to the future and all of the things that haven't even happened yet? There is so much to find there. That is the reason why I never stay mad at people for long. Ever.

Today I was walking across my kitchen and I found half of a post-it with my writing on it. I picked it up to read it (I always write little notes and reminders and things on post-its) and it said, "We're all just part of the bigger picture. What we do and what we don't do infinitely effects everything else."

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Nearly summer... [29 May 2007|09:11pm]
I
want
nothing
more
than
to
be
part
of
the
stars.

Forever.
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Beauty in its finest form. [30 Apr 2007|07:09pm]
[ mood | Happy! ]

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Let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find! [29 Apr 2007|09:14pm]
[ mood | Happy. ]
[ music | "Unwritten" --Natasha Bedingfield ]

Prom was a lot of fun. I have no complaints about it. It was a drama-free night for me and I danced like it was going out of style.

Anyway...
I was reading through this, and I realize that most of the stuff I write is sad stuff. For that, I apologize, because I hate it. So I'll keep that to a bare minimum from now on and write about more interesting things, such as how amazing the weather is going to be this week. I'm excited for all the sunshine! I love to feel it on my skin, in my hair.



Yay!

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten...
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[27 Apr 2007|07:12am]
[ mood | Blank. ]
[ music | Just the nothingness of my house. ]

Prom is tonight and it's funny because my three best friends are getting ready together and I'm getting ready by myself at my grandma's house. Oh well.



It's pouring outside like you wouldn't believe. It's been really nice and sunny for the past few days. Short, skirt, t-shirt and flip-flop weather to the nth degree. And now it's raining. And I am going to be cold.

Hopefully it will let up by tonight!

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God. [24 Apr 2007|12:13am]
[ mood | Half to tears. ]
[ music | Breathing in my ear. ]

"Do you have any feelings on the matter? Or of your own?"
It's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
"No."








I'm tired of pretending it doesn't hurt.
I'm tired of pretending it doesn't matter.
I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay, fine, wonderful.
Like nothing's wrong.

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You know... [14 Apr 2007|04:39pm]
[ mood | I'm okay. ]
[ music | Nothing. ]

There's really no need to yell.
But it seems like that's the only thing that really goes on here.
Someone is always yelling.
It's pointless.

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My friends... [13 Apr 2007|04:35pm]
[ mood | I'm more happy than not. ]
[ music | "It Ends Tonight" --All-American Rejects ]

...are ridiculous.
Completely.


They give me attitude I did not ask for and do not deserve.
They leave me out of things.
They think that just because they have their licenses they are God's gift to creation and can be rude to me.
I hate how I can't even talk to them about it.
They'd probably tell me I have no right to feel that way.

On a slightly happier note...
It's a beautiful day out. One of the nicest ones we've had in a while.

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I feel pondersome today. [07 Apr 2007|04:28pm]
[ mood | ? ]
[ music | "Learning To Fall" --Boys Like Girls ]

Why is it that every single person I meet is pessimistic? Why can't there be more optimism in the world?




What's so bad with looking on the bright side of things?

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Mmhmm. [05 Apr 2007|04:37pm]
[ mood | Happy, but my teeth hurt. ]
[ music | Nothing. ]

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I couldn't agree more.
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[31 Mar 2007|06:24pm]
[ mood | Sigh. ]

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If only, if only...
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I was thinking. [29 Mar 2007|06:40pm]
[ mood | ... ]
[ music | I'm on the phone. ]





It might not have lasted, and we might have moved too fast. But there was this connection between us. I felt it. And I know he felt it, too. People can criticize me all they want about it. My friends can talk about it behind my back. But it was there. It was real. I don't regret it for one second. And that's all that matters.

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[28 Mar 2007|08:44pm]
[ mood | I feel like yuck. ]
[ music | Silence is my friend. ]

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.
Rose Kennedy



True that.

In other news... I don't know. I have nothing particularly insightful to say because I'm awfully, horribly sick. Of course, it's only a cold. But a cold for me is like the flu every single time I get one.
Actually, maybe I'll post a bit of poetry. I don't like sharing my poetry, but I like this one. It's kind of cute.

It doesn't have a title. )

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Akgjiksjihk. [27 Mar 2007|04:52pm]
[ mood | Energetic. ]
[ music | "Learning To Fall" --Boys Like Girls ]

I just want to run as far as my legs will take me!

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[24 Mar 2007|08:44pm]
[ mood | Empty. ]

And these nights I get high just from breathing.
When I lie here with you, I'm sure that I'm real.
Like that firework over the freeway,
I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.




...


And what did I do that you can't seem to want me?
And why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes?
And where can I go that your pictures won't haunt me?
What makes it so easy for you to be walking by?

First song we ever slowdanced to.
In my kitchen.
Who knew that it would come true?
Tonight... I really miss him.
I really, really do.

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You say I'm gonna learn... [23 Mar 2007|06:58pm]
[ mood | Molta contenta. ]
[ music | "Motivation Proclamation" --GC. ]

Today was a very unstressful day. I like those. I like being outside and walking when it looks like it's going to rain. Everything is so still and beautiful.






I like the peacefulness of spring days.

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<3. [22 Mar 2007|01:58pm]
[ mood | Good. ]

The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today. Let us move forward with strong and active faith.
Franklin D. Roosevelt

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Just some thoughts. [20 Mar 2007|05:49pm]
[ mood | Content. ]

Some days I really just want to run away. Not because I hate it here, or because I want to get away from the people. Not because school is overwhelming or I'm sick of being at home. I love my family. But sometimes, I just need some time alone. Just some time to escape and be FREE. Free to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Free to lay in a field full of flowers and feel the breeze in my hair. Free to go to the beach and stick my feet in the ocean. That's all I want a car for. That's the only reason. If it weren't for the sole reason of just getting away for a little while every now and again, where no one knows where I am, I would not bother getting my license. I'd rather walk everywhere anyway, but it would be nice.

Also, I'm thinking about going to college here:
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I have one reason for this and one reason only.

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Yes. [18 Mar 2007|01:49pm]
[ mood | Happy enough. ]

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